I naively expected something really wonderful and fairly specific to happen TODAY. I started off with parent-teacher conferences at 730 this morning, and then worked all day and baseball practice after that and somewhere in the middle of that all of my focus and anticipation was directed at one particular place.
Nothing came of it.
Except I was exceptionally disappointed and then couldn’t help but think that I probably had missed out on everything good that DID happen today. I was just too busy in my own little world to notice.
I just want to go to bed and start over and get it right. Minus the parent teacher conferences. They were great, but I’m done for awhile on those. (I learned that all 3 boys have problems with neat handwriting – NO KIDDING – and Caden-9yr prays often in class about the drug buyers who come to our door. One just left, actually. So I’m perfectly fine with that of course, pray ON little dude. Seth-7yr is doing great with his reading and Ethan-12yr has done some serious growing up, according to his teacher. I agree.)
Anyway. I messed up. I’ll get it (more) right tomorrow. Love y’all.